just tired

This whole thing is just exhausting.

I’ve started to type a blog about 77x but just couldn’t muster the energy. Between everything else I had (have)
going on, I just didn’t have another ounce.

I didn’t want to be negative
I didn’t want to be positive
I didn’t want to be inspirational
I didn’t want to be happy
I didn’t want to be sad

Work, Relationships, Money, Vehicles, Food, Weight, Exercise, On and On …..

I am however, still fighting. I stand steadfast in the belief that I have to move forward NO MATTER what. I don’t care if I lose 1 ounce per week, it’s still going forward.

I joined Weight Watchers but I’m not really enjoying it, it just seems like another job to me. I’m really trying to stick it out but I just find it tedious. I have lost a little weight and am thankful but blah blah blah.

Maybe I’m just in a funk or something.

Ya think!?

Next week I may be riding high on this roller coaster of life but today I want off of this ride, take my stuffed animals, my cotton candy and go home to take a nap.